10th JAN

i honestly dont know what is the status between me and daniel.. he finished his degree and now he continue with his company back.. i thought im gonna meet him.. well.. im out of the track when i knew he's not gonna be back this January.. im devastated to know that.. but i have no way out.. that's just life.. he needs to do that to make sure our bright future ahead..  mm.. but he text me saying he missed me.. im glad to know that.. because we rarely text each other lately.. im lonely sometimes.. but ... hm mm ... all the tears are with me all the time.. there's nothing i can do..:((