14th JAN

err-mm..so bored.. i have no mood to go to English class this evening.. i don't know why.. just im so tired.. and khairul text me saying Daniel online his face book.. i did not replied.. same goes to abg's message.. im so tired at that time.. late night i chat with abg at Yahoo Messenger.. Daniel join us for a while.. and i open khairul's page and i read their conversation.. Daniel asked khairul l not to text or call me again after this.. i'm shocked.. im so mad at first but then i thought why should i be mad.. im his girl.. he deserved to be mad or do such decision for me.. so i kept quiet.. but i know he's hurt! but there's nothing i can say besides "im sorry".. daniel is important to me.. althought i do care about khairul's feeling.. but then what should i do ? one of them kena rasa hurt kan? IM STUCK IN THE MIDDLE.. ! after that i sleep.. and i woke up crying because its a bad dream.. i sms Daniel.. 1hour later surprisingly he called me.. and i sleep about 5am..hmm... i really miss you baby boy..