my sad sad day..

yeah.. abg asked me to online.. this morning.. and i dnt knw why i cant log in my ym.. then abg confessed yg daniel yg suruh online.. we he dint text me for like 4days already... rupnya winter kat sana sgt teruk till roaming pon jd masalah and he cant text or call me.. but then when i knew abg asked me to online bcz he asked abg to do so.. then i dnt know why i changed. hmm.. i dont know why im behaving like this.. im hurt.. to know that hes not here tomorrow.. its our anniversary and he's not here.. :( am i the bad person to feel hurt ? hari nih whole day tak keluar bilik.. tak makan.. tak jumpa org cz tak rsa nak makan.. or jumpa org :9 just sgt3 sedih... ye.. sgt!