no doubt that daniel will be the first person.. sometimes i wonder.. am i really inlove with this man that i dont even know.. never meet.. but im inlove with him ? and why is that ? well that is LOVE..just like what i call him.. even were far but still.. i trust him..i have to because i love him.. but he trust in me ? no! why ?? because i text many guy and all.. ouhh god sayang... u just don't know how madly i am inlove with you.. even i text hundred guy... that can never make me love them.. because u have my heart baby... but i assume u cant see it,.. yeahh.. im the bad person lol.. all the time. :)
but that is life.. :D i wonder when can i really be happy ? without crying for a week ? naaa.. that's just not gonna happen! but if you ask me is he everything to me ? the answer will definitely be yes!! i would die for him? the answer is also yes!! i can live without him.? no.. i can't.. he's everything to me.. who is the second person in my life ? that would be kakak and abang.. why ? Der! because i love them la.. he he.. :) er mm.. am i in pain? yes! all the time.. cant i be strong ? yes.! and I'm trying my best to do that! i cant show people my tears.. no! i can't.. but I'm living in a hypocrite life.. that's me.. :(
