24th Feb

yeah... its all fate here... i know... Zak told me at 2pm.. that he dint open his eyes... i don't know what to do... i don't understand his meaning... and that time I'm in my class.. my management class.. i cant focus on my studies at that time.. then i called shaq's mother.. and i cried... i expressed everything in my heart... then she calm me down... er mm.. i felt relieved that moment... she asked me to calm down..because nothing will happene... and then ... i received afiz's message telling me that abg is unconscious because of the shocked news... and i asked him what was it.. and he told me that Daniel is gone.. that moment i felt like everything is gone.. i cant even stand that time.. mira rebah till kak Liya and Eyfa papah masuk bilik..! i cant even stand..luckily Eyfa is there because she actually dah gerak nk balik MT.. then i called her back... nasib baik Eyfa tak jauh lagi..she gave me support ! then in my room.. i cried... loudly.. i just cant accept all this that my only boy is gone now... its just... why God ? why me ? why me have to accept all this ?? why ??? u took shaq then now u took Daniel too ?? God.. why ??? why me ?? why me have to accept all this ? ha ??? he's gone.. seriously God.?? i never met him.. now u took him ?? knapa saya tak diberi peluang utk jumpa dgn dia walau sekali.. why God ??? apa salah saya nih ??