February 2, 2011

2nd feb..

i text u everyday...saying i love you.. i miss you and all but not today.. i don't know why.. because i think you don't love me anymore... i dreamed about you 2days in a row... you're having so much fun with a new girl there..i passed out twice today... i don't know why... my chest hurt every time i cough... well.. its a infection.. what do u expect Mira ! he-he.. mm talking about Daniel.. i love you.. i really do.. only God knows how much im in love with you honey.. but at this point.. i can't tell my heart that you love me too.. i know im not supposed believe in my dreams... but its two days in a row.. and u did not text me at all.. i cant sleep thinking about you..but you never thought about me honey.. i can't leave you even i want to... because im in love with you... i just love you so much.. i hope u appreciate my love.. but am i doing a wrong decision? i don't know.. i have no idea.. i know.. im too young too think about all this.. but not for me.. i want you to be the last person in my heart baby ! i want you... but kalau betul.. kita tak de jodoh,, ok... baby lepaskan sayang... but u know.. semua tu akan buat hati baby hancur berderai.. im just worried about you sweetheart ! i really do.. mira... bila nak buat treatment nih mira ? each day mira dah makin teruk.. :( hmm... i want you to hold my hand thought out everything... u gave me this song " ill never break ur heart "
... but i cried every day thinking about you sayang... u promised you will never make me cry.. :(
well.. thats all for today i guess... i just need someone to love me,,, i need love..
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