lets talk about this...am i still a virgin ? what if i say its a no ? how ? what is ur reaction ? shocked ? surprised or ?? what if i said i just woke up and im naked.. in hotel.. alone.. must be a reason why im naked right ? am i taking all the drugs back now ? what if i say yes.. i am.. what ? my reason ?? how if i said im depressed.. can that be logical ? so now.. am i a virgin ? no im not... with who ? someone.. but i never want to be with him ever again or even connect to him.. doesnt matter by phone or face to face.. yeah.. its hurt me too.. but it happend on sudden.. without my intention..i dont remember a thing.. i cant remember... but this is me.. am i a virgin ? only me and God knows about it... im not gona tell anyone about especially to him.. im not gona burden him more.. i know he's depressed right now.. i never want to tell him anything... i mean my problem..because mira kena belajar hidup sendiri.. sbb mira mmg dah hidup sendri.. im away from parents.. no boy.. nobody... im all alone.. so let me hold on by myself.. FULLSTOP!
19th FEB 12:15 PM
** diera chan !
