hey sunday...

woke up late today.. erghh i can sleep last night.. so i just chill myself outside with the cold wind...hm... stars ? i don't wanna look at em' because stars is Daniel.. and i miss him so much ! once again.. wake up in naked.. WTF Mira .. ! hahaha.. but yeahh.. i had fun yesterday.. ngee.. i miss my old life.. the one i have someone to love me.. the one i wake up with smile, the one i use to laughed... but this is life... people changed... life's changed.. whether u like it or not.. you have to accept it..but the thing is we sometimes cant get what we wish for or what we want.. hmm... but if i want something let say handbag or shirts from someone.. I'll be so damn irritating till i get them.. but now i want someone to love me just like he did... i want someone that i can rely on.. someone i can share my ups and down, my joy and sorrow time... but its hard to get one.. each day my condition is getting worst ! but nah .. who cares ? i don't even care about myself.. pills ?? HELL NO im gonna eat them... its like almost 30pills per day,.. PER DAY ! muntah berdarah tahu.. haish.. i saw this cute channel handbag last night at KLCC... fuck ! you're so pretty.. grrr... im gonna get you.. weee.. !