as started.. today is not a good day for me... no morning from khairul, sis and abg.. but nah ! that wasn't the issue now.. i woke up.. i think its a bad dream.. is it ?? i dreamed about jambu again.. and why is that ?? i don't know ! i really don't know.. no way im falling for him .. no way ! then headache like hell today.. ergh! what is happening to me ?? why ? i just ... my head hurt so badly.. till i went to up stairs and .... i don't remember a thing..then i told zak how much i miss Daniel.. then he gave me "harapan " by saying dia tgh carik Daniel.. no abg ! Daniel dh tak de.. dia dh tglkan kita.. then what ?? what else yg abg nak carik?? come on laa abg.. this is qada and qadar la.. abg kne acceppt semua nih,. berdosa abg! abg tolong laa terima knyataan.. mira mohon kat abg tlg laa balik malaysia.. jgn laa bg mira bunuh diri abg.. tolong la.. but then in the afternoon u blame me.. u blame me again.. mira punca Daniel mati ? betul ya? hmm.. help me \God :(
i can sleep lol
