ok... so when i was at umi's house.. i met this one guy.. kawan kepada ... emm malas nak terangkan... just ckp aiman... so we chit chat and all.and he asked me out and i said oke.. so he came down to Malacca from KL just to meet me.. ok then mira pon keluar ahh kan dengan dia.. but then dia super annoying oke ! semua bnda nak tnya.. even nak park car pon nak tnya ! god ! huhh.. so reject !!!!!!!!!! haha.. i never liked him anyway ! haha.. im a bit cruel lately.. God knows why.. haha.. i just feel.. ntah la.. hate maybe towards guys.. but not khairul.. well sometimes i did.. haha.. but only when he become totally annoying la.. ngee :) ok talking about reject.. masa hari tuh kat tampin .. just like i mentioned before... Jambu rejected me.. and since then i tried to text and call him.. hmm.. frustrating ! he never reject me anyway.. its me.. haha.. i just assume it ! well anyway he asked me to give him some time.. so that he can focus on one thing that matter(family).. he's in trouble and dont felt like talking to people.. but its just when he said to me to be patient and he need time.. my heart just crushed that time.. i never cry about him or cry infront of him but that moment my heart just break into pieces..hm he left me..but i think jambu just kecik hati jugak.. because after that moment.. mira teros keluar dengan tariq g makan.. depan dia jugak.. but its just im so damn hurt ! tariq ajak g makan so i just say yes lah kan ! haha.. :) but then balik dr makan.. jambu is still there.. watching me playing badminton.. :) BUT now yeah im back ! stand up.. at this sec.. i dont want him anymore..im not gonna text him or call him ! ever again !
** 19th APRIL.. my anniversary with daniel.. 1 tahun 3 bulan.. :( will miss you syg !
