May 12, 2011

AE..

OK.. this is Aizzat Emmir.. i know that she loves me so much but its just for now i cant accept anyone in my live.. its just too painful for me and i cant do it.. 
i cant move on.. im trying my best to stand up.. and for right now.. i cant.. i just can be strong but i cant stand up.. 
 i know emmir likes me so much.. he loves me so much but i just cant accept him.. because hes immature.. well i mean i think he's that way.. he cant accept even a simple thing.. so he's just not my type.. or im the one being too choosy.. hmm.. but i think im juts not ready to be with anyone or to have a commitment.. just not now.. and for you AE.. ada jodoh tak kemana.. :) 


  OK 2nd chapter!
suddenly i think i miss this boy in the picture.. which i don't know why .. huh! whats wrong with you Mira. ? i don't even know whats happening to me lately .. :( i just need someone to love me.. just like i love Daniel.. i need someone to pampered me.. that's all i want .. but i guess i just don't have the chance to ask what i want .. maybe Ive asked to much ! well.. just forget about it la ! whats matter now is im gonna try my best to stand up again ! n let it stay just like that ! for you K, if you feel like ts not worth to wait for me or you cant do it anymore.. then just back off.. im not the one for you.. i don't deserve you.. you're too good for me.. night K :)