we... we both already planned to meet up today... and truths is don't want to bring anis.. because i think she dependent.. she can go anywhere without me.. she's like cant live if there's no one to help.. that just bothers me so much ! because im irritating with it.. she wanted to be with me like everywhere.. she cant go to cafe alone.. huh!! but then still.. i just i cant leave her alone.. pity to leave her alone in the room.. so i decided to bring her too.. and suddenly arda told me that they are on their way to college.. and i know they're nearby... and once again.. despite i don't like their attitude.. but i bring them too.. i just not really into arda and ika's attitude... because they never think about my feeling... why should i ? then we all went to DP and watched khurafat... after that me and kak shima went to Nandos.. n bla bla bla... lpas tu balik gi beach jap.. don't know la.. i felt calm sitting there... watching the sun so bright.. and si minah2 nih sibok nak balik.. dh laa aku dh angkut korg.. byk lak bunyi korg nak balik awal la.. apa la... tapi tadi tergedik2 nak ikut.. macam naharam menyemak!
ahh gi mampos la... korg dh ikut aku.. pehal lak aku nak dgr ckp korg kan.. so tggu laa... aku pon wat tak tahu tgk sun... borak2 ngn kak shima while dorg tggu kat luar kereta.. haha. !
malam tuh i thought i wanna spend more time with her.. but dia ada hal laa.. apa la.. well.. she just don't get me.. no one ever understand what im going through or... mm... just feel like crying!
