2:09PM 6th FEB

hey bloggie...ermm...my boy is still unconscious... i dint sleep last nite.. i cant sleep.. last night i went out to giant... and wonder around gombak.. eating " char kuew teow".. hehe.. yummy tummy mummy liky ! weee... then at 2am safely arrived my houussiie...ermm.. then i online for awhile.. just to log in my cafe world.. and i  saw my baby.. i mean his FB... hmm..then i cried.. i miss you so much sepet !! i promise i'll never call u sepet if u wake up now baby.. please.. i beg you honey ! :( then at 3 am faridh call me.. just to cheer me up till 4 am.. after that mira buat solat hajat... and i tried to sleep but i cant... then i heard azan.. so i get up and menghadap Dia.. at 8am i fall asleep then abng text me.. terkejut saya dibuatnya ! haish.. so 8.30am i wake up.. mandi and all... text with abang...and i cough like shit... and there's a blood at my palm.. yeah.. no surprised...byk kali jugak macam nih..but my chest,, yeah only God know how it feels..  so i went out to have  breakfast at Papa Rich.. hmm..and jumpa sis jugak tadi.,.. so we chit chat laa... and i cried... telling her how much i miss Daniel.. how much i want to be there with Daniel.. but i cant... i even have no money to pay anis's rm50... im broke, ! shittsss ! hm...im sorry for not being there baby...baby tak kaya macam sayang.. were different sayang.. besides i dont know if your dad can accept me if im there.. i wish to kiss your forehead sayang ! i beg you syang.. please... be strong for me.. pls wake up... i cant imagine my life without you baby... i was going to tell bro abt this.. but... nahhh.. i know bro dah ckup banyak masalah.. i dont want to burden him more.. i can just keep quiet from everyone..shut your fucking mouth Mira.. don't tell people.. just keep it.. how i wish i can die now.. so that i will never ever feel all this pain that im going through.. seeing my boy unconscious.. hurts me more than you hurt sayang ! swear to God... i will never love anyone like i love you Daniel Hafiz.. you are someone i will always love.. please dont torture my baby like this God.. please.. i beg you ! wish me luck for my exam.. this coming exam.. Mira sure kena bar.. hm .. till then bloggie. ! bye