abg totally mad about all my status... its all about daniel.. yeah abang... u dint told me anything... apa yg perlu mira fikir ha ? i was crying last nite... all along as usual... have u thought about my feelings abg ? no you're not ! because you're not in my shoes.. i admit im in so much pressure last night... sakit dada...plus my head get really hurt.. and suddenly i got this shocking news from abg saying Daniel is in critical condition.. there's a brain infection or something..when i read that... both my hands shaking like crazy...i did not read that message fully because i straight away delete it.. i was shocked! why him God ? why ? you gave me a fever.. and u gave him too... u gave me infection and he got it too ? why God ? why ? please God,... i beg you.. please don't take him from me.. i can die... seriously i can God.. please... im going through all this alone.. and i tried so damn hard to be strong.. please don't make it hard for me God.. please.. please don't take him away from me.. i beg you ! i can sacrifice myself for him.. but please.. don't take him from me.. i beg you ! i really in love with this guy.. and im pretty sure... only you knows all about it.. so please God... help me ! i really need him in my life.. im willing to have all his infection but please don't ever torture my baby like this.. :( ouhh God,,, im a terrible girlfriend.. i cant even take care of him.. why ? why Mira ? why ? this is all Ur fault Mira.. ! yes.. i know.. its all my fault.. so please.. let me take all your pain away from you sweetheart.. let me go through all of it.. i can.. i know i can ! last night,... on 2am.. i felt like taking a cab and straight away to airport.. i really want to be there with you sayang.. i really do.. please hold on.. be strong for me.. please open your eyes before this Monday baby.. please...
and God... please fulfill my prayers,,, Amin !
4th FEB 13:46PM
